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[This film has been Declassified in accordance with applicable law, Executive orders,

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and Declassification guidelines by the National Archives and Records service.]

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[The classification of this picture has been changed "Restricted" to "Nonclassified"]

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[This film is to be shown to Medical personnel only. It is not to be shown to patients.]

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[United States Navy Training Film Restricted P.S.L 1944]

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[Introduction To Combat Fatigue]

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[This film was designed to be shown to patients suffering from combat fatigue.

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It also carries a message of value to medical officers and hospital corpsmen.]

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[Narrator:] You're about to see a motion picture, which is going to help you to understand more clearly

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some of the physical and emotional symptoms that have been bothering you,

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and which are responsible for you being here as patients in this hospital.

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To explain the causes of your symptoms to you, we are going to show you,

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among other things, some combat scenes, scenes just like those some of you have been in.

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Now, they may upset you, but just remember that no one ever had an operation or an illness or had a broken leg fixed

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without experiencing a little pain.

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It's the same way with feelings.

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When we dislodge sore feelings, we have to pry them loose like a bad tooth, and that hurts.

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Expect it to hurt a little.

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And strangely enough, you will find it doesn't hurt half as much as you anticipate.

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So now let's get started.

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The natural place to start is with fear.

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Everybody is afraid some of the time.

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And everybody going into battle is always afraid, at least if they're normal like us.

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And that's a good thing, for fear has its uses.

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It makes us alert, sends the blood through our veins, gives us strength and sharpness.

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Let's take a simple example.

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Here is a cat behaving in a perfectly normal manner eating its supper.

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But what happens when her natural enemy, the dog, walks by?

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She immediately gets into condition red.

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And condition red means that an attack is imminent.

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So she's on her guard.

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Yet being on guard looks like fear.

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And that's the clue.

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Being on guard is fear.

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Fear is the body's way of getting into condition red.

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She is, as you were, at your battle stations and in your foxholes, all set to go.

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That's nature's logical answer to danger, fear.

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Fear keys you up, sets your heart pounding, gives you that tingling feeling in your legs and up and down your spine.

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It makes your mouth dry and causes the all-gone feeling in the pit of your stomach.

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You get restless, you're on your mark, set to go.

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[ Artillery shells exploding ]

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[Soldier:] Come on, get the lead out.

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[Narrator:] But you know all about this.

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Let's go back to our cat. She can teach us a lot.

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When the dog, her enemy, goes, fear goes with him, and everything comes back to normal.

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Once again, she's a peaceful tabby enjoying her supper, quite as if nothing had happened.

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Once our danger has passed, you and I react in the same way, go back to our normal occupations, with one difference.

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We remember.

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And sometimes this remembering business is so real, it won't let us relax. It keeps us on our guard,

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even though there's nothing happening to make us afraid.

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For instance, here's a hospital ward, probably pretty much like the one you're in.

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And you know how the men next to you, how you yourself act when you're asleep.

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These fellows, like you, are behaving as if the enemy were right down the corridor, or outside the window.

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They're remembering, always remembering.

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This is patient Corporal Ben Edwards, United States Marine Corps.

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If we find out Edwards' trouble, it will help us to understand what's happening to these other men.

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And what's more to the point, it will help us find out what the trouble is with you.

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As you can see, Edwards is having a rough time of it, and you don't have a rough time like this without there being a cause for it.

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To discover that cause, we'll have to see what he's dreaming about.

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[Edwards:] Keep five paces. Keep five paces.

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Keep five paces. Keep five paces.

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Keep five paces.

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[Soldiers make their way through jungle stealthily.]

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[Edwards jumps out of his sleep.]

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[Narrator:] Well, that's why Edwards is tired each morning.

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Possibly it's the same sort of thing that makes you feel all wrung out these mornings too.

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You can see that he's remembering some battle he was in, or at least parts of it,

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and that his remembering has no relationship to where he is, in the safe hospital far away from the enemy.

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So now let's go back to the beginning and see how this came about.

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[ Music ]

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[The men sing together in their bunks.]

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[Soldier 1:] So I said to her, "For cripes' sake, you've had everything I got, and now you want a cup of coffee."

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[Soldier 2:] Gee, what a lousy babe.

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[Soldier 3:] Wonder how much longer before we get there.

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[Soldier 4:] We're seven days out.

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[Soldier 5:] Seven days is a hell of a long time.

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[Soldier 6:] I know.

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[One soldier plays a harmonica and others sing along.]

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[Soldier 7:] Jeez, do you have to go all the time?

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[Soldier 8:] Well ain't there some law about wetting a uniform, government property?

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[Soldier 9:] Wouldn't be the war, would it? Nothing like that.

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[Soldier 8:] No, nothing like that.

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[Soldier 7:] Well, it won't be long anyway. Maybe tomorrow. Then you can make fly whenever you want to.

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You'll know what a battle's all about.

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[Soldier 8:] You think it'll be tomorrow?

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[Soldier 7:] I hope so...kinda keyed up being a sailor.

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[Soldier 9:] It sure does.

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[Soldier 8:] We must be a thousand miles north of Tulagi.

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[Soldier 7:] Yeah, or west.

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[Soldier 8:] Jeez, for a buddy, you sure can contradict a guy.

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[Soldier 7:] Well, that's what a buddy is for.

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[Soldier 8:] Yeah.

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[Soldier 7:] Oh, is that what you're going to do with the Japs?

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[Soldier 8:] Yeah, and this and this.

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[Soldier 7:] Oh, wait a minute.

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[Sounds of guys wrestling on the floor.]

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[Soldier 1:] Kids, that's all. Wait 'til they get there.

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[Soldier 2:] Yeah, seven days. It will be soon now.

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[Narrator:] Well, that's where it began.

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You can see that Corporal Edwards is excited.

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Maybe the chap with the dry pipe is right. Maybe he is behaving like a kid.

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But that's because he and his buddy, Hal, are tense, and all the other men with them, each in his own way,

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they're beginning to be afraid, dreading what will happen in battle,

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wondering whether they will master their fear or whether it will defeat them.

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And the answer to that they don't find out until the seven days have become eight or nine or two weeks

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and they are wherever it is the enemy is.

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[Explosions]

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[Edwards:] Careful of those GI pants. [Hal:] It looks like like get or get got, all right.

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[Narrator:] That's it. They're like the cat.

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They're seeing their enemy, and they're scared, but they're not yellow.

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All those symptoms he had were to get him ready for this, to make him a good fighting man.

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He's using his fear, just as you did at first, to make him keen, aware of every danger about him,

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so that he can meet it.

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Sure, he's afraid, and so is every other man.

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But see how his fear helps him, see it snap that rifle into firing position, see it carry him forward, pursuing the enemy,

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see it give him almost second sight.

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Edwards is a good corporal.

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He's really fighting because his fear has been useful to him.

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[Gunfire]

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[Commander:] Take it easy.

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[Hal:] Where are they?

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[Officer:] Block it off. They're on the run.

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Dig in here. Make this your position and hold it.

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[Stone:] Aye aye, sir.

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[Officer:] Over here, men.

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How is it out there?

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[Bryan:] It's pretty quiet.

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[Edwards:] Okay Bryan, you and Stone go on ahead for security.

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All right, fellows, shovel it deep.

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Chubby, over there on that scrub for you, there's a good spot.

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Lawrence, over there by that tree.

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Hal, you and I will dig here.

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[The men dig foxholes.]

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[Hal:] Still, I like apple pie better.

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[Edwards:] Oh, I don't know. My money, I'll take that blonde in Frisco.

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[Hal] You mean the one with hair on her legs?[Edwards:] Yeah, blonde hair.

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[Sounds of shelling.]

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[Hal:] I said I liked apple pie better.

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[Edwards:] The bastards don't know where we are. Come on, let's get going.

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[Narrator:] You see? The immediate danger has been removed.

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At least it's not so bad as it was.

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And so they joke, and are, again, not afraid.

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Their fear was useful to them in the battle.

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Now they don't need it, and so it disappears.

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If it weren't to disappear now, then the men would not be well.

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But like the cat, they have lost their symptoms.

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Their dog is off in the jungle, and their fear has gone with him.

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Their fear has served its purpose, making them angry, putting them in condition red.

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It's been a beneficial tool in the time of crisis.

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It appeared when it was needed.

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But don't forget, however, Corporal Edwards remembers everything that has happened. Now he knows what fear is like.

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From this time on, his knowledge is always with him.

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Let's see where it leads him.

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[Men hike through jungle, rain falling and leaves and twigs crackling]

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[Soldier:] If we could only be sure the sons of bitches weren't out there.

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[Soldier 2:] My own mother told me there'd be days like this.

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[Soldier 3:] Yeah? Why didn't you shoot her?

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[Edwards] All right, fellows, knock it off. Making too much noise.

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[Stone:] Sure. [Edwards:] It would make things a hell of a lot easier if you could sing.

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[ Sounds of splashing and talking]

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[Stone:] Somebody ought to teach them marksmanship.

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[Hal:] Yeah, their chests must look mighty bare.

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[Bryan:] Wonder what they're doing with all that tin they got in Singapore.

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[Officer:] I don't know why you guys are always scrubbing clothes.

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With all those shots, it really makes a hell of a good washing machine.

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[Shells splash in the river they're bathing in.]

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[Edwards:] Christ, my feet fell asleep. Cooped up like this.

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Where are they?

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[Hal:] I don't think they're there. It's a week now since we heard 'em.

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[Edwards:] No, it isn't. Eight days and five hours.

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[Hal:] Okay.

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[Edwards] Gee, who woulda thought it'd been like this?

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Four weeks in this goddamned hole.

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Four weeks of lying on your belly and feeding the mosquitoes.

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[Hal:] Yeah. It's getting so I'm forgetting everything else, including what a man lives for.

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[Edwards:] Even Sarah Ann?

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[Hal:] Including Sarah Ann. And that's some crock.

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[A soldier crawls on his belly through the brush toward the two men.]

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[Stone:] There isn't a goddamn Jap out there.

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So why in hell don't we do something about it? Why don't we get a move on? Why don't we take over?

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See, not a goddam...!

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[A shell explodes and the soldier who crawled up is silent.]

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[Edwards:] Come on, let's get him out of here.

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[Hal] Now, to cook food, all you have to do is put it in the sun.

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[Edwards:] Yeah, if the sun don't get it, the maggots will. [Hal:] In any case, brother, you'll eat it.

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[Edwards:] And like it.

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[Hal:] K rations, X rations.

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[An alarm sounds and the men react.]

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[The soldiers scramble as enemies begin shooting at their camp.]

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[Edwards] Every day. Every damn day. When are they gonna let us eat in peace?

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[The soldiers wait silently in the jungle in their assigned positions.]

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[A shrill sound, the click of a gun, and then shouting in Japanese.]

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[Narrator:] We've only shown you part of all that happened, just little incidents through the weeks.

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But I guess you can see where Edwards is going and why.

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He's been kept always on the alert.

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Those fear responses haven't had much chance to relax because the enemy, the danger, is always present.

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It's just as if the dog never went away from the cat, left the cat always like this.

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Naturally, you can't freeze forever in a position like this. Something is bound to give.

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But usually such events as you have seen are not enough to cause combat fatigue.

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Some climax has to happen.

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And with Edwards, this is what it was.

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Oh, and by the way, this is the last of our really noisy scenes, so please bear with us.

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[Officer:] You already know what we're going to do. Anybody have any questions before we go?

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All right, when we leave here, you men with a machine gun, go back and join your outfit.

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We're going to clean out the Japs between here and the river.

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Our patrol will be the right assault platoon, and we'll move out of here and over towards the assembly area.

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When we move out, keep at least five paces.

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There might be some snipers.

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You all have your rations and ammunition.

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All right, sergeant, we'll move out immediately down this trail.

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I'll meet you at the front. All right, let's go.

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[Sergeant:] Okay, men, let's go.

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[The men walk carefully along the trail.]

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[Edwards, whispering:] Five paces. Five paces.Keep five paces. Keep five paces.

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[The soldiers pace through the trees toward their next position.]

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[A shell explodes.]

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[Sergeant:] Spread out.

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[The men continue through the jungle.]

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[A shell explodes next to one soldier, who falls to the ground.]

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[Edwards:] It could have been me.

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[More shells explode.]

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[A barrage of gunfire begins.]

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[Narrator:] Well, that's it.

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Now we know what Corporal Edwards dreams about every night in the hospital.

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But why? Because he'd had as much as he could take.

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He'd been too full of fear too long. Not that he's a coward. You've seen that he isn't.

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But there's a point in every man, in every man, beyond which he cannot go.

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That point with Edwards was reached when his buddy was killed.

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It could have been something else. It just happened with Edwards, that's what it was.

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From now on, you'll see that Edwards no longer behaves like himself.

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Everything he does or says is a symptom of illness. As his friends put it, it's got him.

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But if we interpret these symptoms, we'll see that what looks like mysterious or strange behavior isn't so illogical after all,

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but has meaning and purpose.

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It's just that Edwards won't accept fear, won't admit that he's reached his breaking point.

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[Edwards:] Hand me that gizmo there.

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[The guns clink as he tries to clean out the chamber.]

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This goddamn thing won't work, never did work and never will work.

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[Hal:] Don't try to rush it. Sure it'll work.

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[Edwards:] I said it wouldn't, didn't I?

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I don't think the gear we've got in this gook place is any good anyway.

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You'd think they'd send us the best.

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[Hal:] What's in your pants, red ants, or did you get hit?

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[Edwards:] Well, we're the ones who are fighting this war.

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You think they'd give us something to fight it with.

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[Man singing and whistling: They sent for the army to come to Tulagi but General MacArthur said no...

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and this is the reason it isn't the season, besides there ain't no USO...]

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[Edwards:] For Christ's sake.

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[Low cricket and bird sounds as the soldiers try to sleep and begin to dream.]

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[Edwards kneels, jumps up and aims his rifle, then leans against a tree, looking tense.]

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[Edwards fires his rifle into the trees repeatedly.]

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[Sergeant:] What the hell is the matter?

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[Edwards:] Over there behind that tree, there was a Jap, sir. I saw him, so I shot him.

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[Captain:] The fact remains, Edwards, that you fired.

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You knew the orders, you knew it meant the brig if you shot at random.

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[Edwards:] Yes, sir.

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[Captain:] Why did you do it?

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[Edwards:] There was a Jap there, sir. A twig snapped and I saw something move.I saw him very clearly. It was a Jap.

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[Captain:] Did you kill him?

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[Edwards:] Behind the tree, something moved. I saw him and I shot him.

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[Captain:] Did anybody find the body?

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[Edwards:] I shot him.

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[Captain:] I see.

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Not feeling very well, are you, Corporal?

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[Edwards:] No, sir.

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[Captain:] How is your appetite?

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[Edwards:] Oh, it's lousy. What I do eat won't stick. It's the slum we get here.

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[Captain:] Are you sure of that?

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[Edwards:] Well, I vomit, don't I?

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[Captain:] Yes, I guess you do.

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[Narrator:] Well, there's the story.

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Perhaps you recognize the symptoms: nerves and jumpiness, hostility, insomnia, vomiting.

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Probably he'd tell you he had headaches if you asked him, or diarrhea.

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He's lost his sense of proportion too.

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He knows deep inside himself that there was no Jap behind those leaves, but he won't admit it,

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not even to himself.

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Now, how does all this come about?

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Well, you remember our cat, and that the cat had all these physical symptoms of fear?

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And you remember that Edwards had those same symptoms?

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The blood rushed from his stomach, his heart pounded, his hands were sweaty.

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And that didn't happen once, but many times over and over again.

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And the load kept getting bigger and bigger, always increasing until it was just too big a load to carry.

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And since he remembered all the times, he got so he had the symptoms even when there was no cause.

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That's why he couldn't hold his food any longer.

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His stomach was physically constricted with his fear.

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And so he vomited.

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You know that men going into battle often vomit or soil their pants.

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Well, men who carry their fear with them after the battle go on doing the same things because their bodies are always in condition red.

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And that's why Edwards is here in the hospital, because he can't forget.

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He always acts as if there were an enemy present.

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On a peaceful street, he behaves as if there were a Jap ready to jump from behind any parked car.

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If somebody drops something near him, he thinks a mortar's got his number, or that he's being dive-bombed.

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Maybe instead of getting it out, you've got it inside, and it hangs in your chest like a lump of lead.

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Or maybe you've thought about it so much that it makes your head swim and you're dizzy.

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Or maybe you're like the patient I saw the other day who took it out on his pals and his wife,

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and acted as if they were the Japs and the Jerries and was edgy and irritable.

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That's fear, if you call it by its right name, and don't blame your stomach or your eyes

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or your bowels for acting the way nature intended them to act when you're scared.

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Yes, it sounds simple, but the cure is far from easy.

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That's why your doctor sees you so often.

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That's why you have to do physical work, go to discussion groups, play games, learn about the happenings of the world.

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You're getting well because you're learning what fear is and how to handle it.

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And when you get your problem worked out, you will find you don't fight against fear,

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you just get it lined up so that it works to your best interest when you're face-to-face with the enemy.

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As soon as you've learned that the bullets shot at you yesterday or last month or last year can't hurt you today,

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you've learned the first big lesson.

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Then and only then, you get into condition red at the right time and in the right place.

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You accept fear as part of living, something to be taken as a help, not as a handicap.

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You and Edwards and the other boys, one fine day, will be as fit as a new silver dollar.

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And you will be shoving off well, not only better, but better than ever because you've learned something

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that can only be learned the hard way,

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that fear is a fighting man's friend, if he learns how to run it and not be run by it.

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[The End MN-3428b Bureau of Aeronautics 1944 P.S.L 2521]

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