[HMD Lecture, LHC Auditorium, Dec 12, 2006] [Audio noise throughout lecture] [Dr. Elizabeth Fee:] Welcome to the History of Medicine seminar series. I'm delighted today we have Laurie Block with us. She has been visiting our National Library of Medicine and has helped us a great deal with materials on the subject of disability. Laurie Block is the co-founder of Straight Ahead Pictures, nonprofit media production company. Her work focuses largely on how questions about who is fit and who is not in American Society are reflected and sometimes shaped by the media. In fact, fiction and documentary. Block's first film Fit-- Episodes in The History of the Body, a feature documentary about the cultural history of the idea of fitness, won many festival awards and was broadcast nationally on PBS. She wrote, narrated and with Jay Allison, produced the 4 hour NPR series Beyond Affliction, the disability history project. Which won the Robert F Kennedy Journalism Award for 1999. She co-produced Remember My Name, a short film about the restoration of the cemetery at Danvers Massachusetts Hospital for the mentally ill. With Karen Brown she produced Trauma & Recovery: [corrected] A Cambodian Refugee Experience,which won the Daniel Short Journalism Prize and the first place Public Radio News Directors Award. Laurie Block is the founder of An Amazing Thing, the online disability History Museum. She and Straight Ahead Pictures have received numerous grants for disability history media projects including award from the American Antiquarian Society, National Endowment for the Humanities, the MacArthur Foundation and many others. Currently she's producing a major NEH funded documentary biography called Becoming Helen Keller and I believe she's still looking for money, so if any of you have a lot of it, you can talk with her afterwards. Her presentation today is entitled Cure and Contempt, The Exhaustion of Benevolence, Laurie. [Applause] [Laurie Block:] Make sure that I click this on right. [Chatter] So OK. Fine-- thank you. [clicking] Anybody wants to come down they're very welcome to, but I would really, really like to thank Elizabeth Fee, Paul Theerman, both of you, for your interest, your faith in a fledgling enterprise, patience for work to be completed. I'm going to thank some scholars, some are friends. Some are known to me only via the page. Peter Hall, Mary Klages, Paul Longmore, David Morgan, Richard Davies, Scott Cutlet, George Weiss and Marty Pernick. And to my husband, who's here? Thank you for your insight, your willingness, and your grace. My talk includes some abrupt shifts, and perhaps I will seem to meander, wander, but I've tried to keep my eye on the need to weave these elements into a sensible tale by its end. The fellowship is currently being advertised for a year's study at Princeton, and I wish I could apply. The theme is FEAR and the request for proposals names all kinds, but the one I would propose is perhaps the subject I'm discussing today. This could be described as the Fear of Fate. I live deep inside a complex story and come to that subject today as a participant observer. So, having begun to speak in mythic terms, I want to say a few things about seeing as a form of sacred practice. Seeing is a sacred practice in many religions. More than a passive reception of sense impressions used to assess the nature of material objects in the world and the act of sacred vision a selective constructive act, makes order, remembers, engages the material world and various dynamic relationships. The importance of seeing as a sacred practice in late medieval Catholic piety becomes more vivid when we realize that just to look upon relics afforded forgiveness of sin. Sacred seeing practices are aptly described as visual piety. They are forms of orthopraxy ritual practice, not orthodoxy. The tenants create structures of religion. The practice of visual piety is different than the institutional instruments ordering faiths, though of course all these factors, including the social and historical life of the representations, are engaged in the performance of sacred gazing. Darshan is a useful Sanskrit word. It describes the ritual act of seeing with reverence and being seen by the deity and interactive encounter. In Hindi tradition, the image in a temple or shrine, even in domestic settings, has dynamic power. So too does the devote gazing upon the deity. Many variants describe how these powers engage each other. But the relations of power are different from any western iconographic practice. In a Hindi context, the deities image, statues too are living things. The devout see the deity through the image. The image facilitates encounters with the deity. The image is recognized as a living thing capable of mediating the viewer and the unseen. The image has the power to feel, [Audio disruption] feel it is alive even if the statue is made of wood, lime paste, concrete. Hindi images come alive through a series of rituals that establish or bring the God or goddess into its material presence. When the eyes get painted onto the image of statue, that's often when the images life begins. But the relations are quite complex and unlike the unlike icons in Christendom. Hindi religious images are infused with the life power of their deities. According to medieval legal literature. Indian medieval literature central images can own as property the temples they inhabit. Sometimes eminent images rule kingdoms, with human sovereigns acting as subordinate ministers under their command. So Darshan describes a complicated interactivity and engagement with images, where the visual object itself emits and owns power that acts upon the gazing beholder. Visual piety always involves this interactive engagement and always a suite of beliefs governs the relationships between deity and devotee. This ritual practice of focusing both eyes and all sense of the word, physiological, the mind's eye, and heartfelt space by using images to obtain an experience with deity is a devotional gaze. The devotee using a Saints card to facilitate prayer employs Darshan to engage with the revered. So here's some different kinds of religious images. What is engaged in this interaction? There's always a covenant of belief involved, and I'm going to come back to that phrase, covenant of belief. But first, let's look at Saint Christopher. Saint Christopher crosses the river. Always he's pictured crossing the river all the way back to the Byzantine era. Christopher the name means a burden carried. Saint Christopher always carries a child and the child is Christ. And because to the believer the boy is he who as God suffers, he who takes within his body spirit, the world sins, the burden of the child gets heavier and heavier. The staff, the Holy Spirit and the viewers faith support him across this passage. The believing viewer empathizes with the image and identifies with the saints caring or maybe the Christ child. Perhaps the devotee wears the image as an amulet for protection while traveling or put a little statue on the hood of their car or keychain. The power of consolation, relief of tension, a sense of protection is offered in exchange. Maybe hope is fostered. Relief from suffering is what the man made image of the Sacred Heart, the Virgin Guadalupe, works upon the devout viewer. There are images to a cause-- Saint Rita and Saint Jude. This kind of engagement with the material everyday object image of a saint does not change the Catholic iconic practice from the middle evil does not change in Catholic iconic practice from the medieval period to our early modern age. When we look at, you know, a beaded curtain of the Virgin of Guadalupe in somebody's house, it's not just folk art or kits, aesthetic taste, taste. What binds the parties engaged in a devotional gaze is a covenant of belief, and that's a phrase I borrow from David Morgan. When seeing within the frame of a covenant of belief, we employ not our reasoned, rational, disinterested assessments or ideas about the beheld object. Instead, conviction, emotion, belief, drive and shapes the apprehensions and encounters, but the counters binding the beholder and the beheld object. Covenants of belief operate in a religious context, but the phrase usefully describes the visual behavior and social dynamics generated by icons associated with patriotic nationalism, the flag, military regalia, memorials, Purple Heart Memo, Purple Heart medals. They are operative in the use of pornography. The generation of celebrity, and some advertising. I'll stick to religion and those with incurable conditions today, and track what happens as settings change and sacred references drop out of visual appeals for benevolence, which always describe ways to understand suffering, imagined or actual. One aside, even an iconic faiths employ visual piety in relationship to material artifacts. Mazals and Jews may not deploy images and idols of their God, but their ritual practice engages the text itself as if it were image. Holy words decorate with calligraphic gay grace. The tiled ceilings and carpeted floors of mosques, The Ten Commandments written on parchment wrapped inside of Mezissa, gets nailed onto the doorposts of Jewish homes. My dead grand, my devout grandmother's ritual practice upon entering her home was to tap the mezuzah, then kiss her fingertips as she entered after work. The artifact and her behavior function to make the passage sacred, the practice being a ritual, as if the mezuzah was an amulet amulet demarcating a change of space and sensibility. Visual piety as a practice, inhabits everyday life. But our encounters with the extraordinary, be it an event, subject or object, are also governed by ritual, practice and conventions. Nowadays we tend to naturalize the power of the extraordinary by use of constantly repeated images. We ritually, through this repetition, established their ordinary, ordinary, everyday presence in our lives-- an abrupt shift. Nowadays, in the early weeks of a woman's pregnancy, it has become a natural part of the ritualized initiation into motherhood to take a prenatal ultrasound test of the child. We call it an assessment to make sure that everything I E the baby is well. It happens in pictures with measurements. Usually all is well and the freshly made image of baby A gets put on the refrigerator passed around among friends and family. Much amusement occurs if there are twins? It is a joyous process. We do not often publicly discuss what happens if the tests reveal a problem. Down syndrome, a neural tube defect, or if the parents to be decline their parenthood choose to abort. Media reports describe the majority population puzzling over couples who choose to conceive, only children with specific minority population genetic traits such as deafness or smallness. I learned as a pregnant woman at 9 weeks via ultrasound that I was to be a mother of twins, a huge surprise. At 11 weeks, an expert with multiple birth annual procedures explained to my husband and myself that if a problem was discovered with one fetus and not the other, I would be able to choose to have one, none, or both the children. No history of birth defects were known to be in either of our families. I was then 33 years old, quite healthy, and these children were wanted. I had chosen at other times to not have children to afford, largely because I had no partner. I believed at least to start two parents were useful, and the desire to love the child was essential if I were to take on the risks, the work, the joys of another being a new generation. These twins were consciously conceived with that hope. So of course, we imagined one child. Choosing between fetals twins seemed unethical. It would undermine overthrow all the previously all the previous existential decisions I had made about why and when to have or not have children. I strongly believed I would regret making such a choice, even more than any problems that could arrive. Couldn't a car accident or some illness caused some terrible thing to happen in some unknown future? Anyway, we chose not to use amnio. At 13 weeks, a problem was discovered with 1 twin via ultrasound. At 15 weeks, a specialist describes spina bifida as the diagnosis. Then, after outlining what that diagnosis included, she told us ours was a worst case scenario. We naturalized the extraordinary with images, measurements and taxonomies. The repetition of pictures and phrases eventually makes them commonplace. We take ultrasound diagnostic views of our future for granted. But when we read into the present for signs about the future, how far away from a trip to the Oracle reader are we? What is the worst? What is a worst case scenario when said to a pregnant woman with many months ahead of her, I would say it's a maternal impression. No matter who you are across race, ethnicity, creed, class, gender. It is a turning point. Mediated via images emitting significant power. Images of the real, not art. But something is happening here in a sacred space. When a worst case scenario unfolds unlike the discovery of a healthy child, the event announces that the fate of the parent has changed. Announcing the child is healthy does not require the professionals making the news to attend closely to the values held by the parents. In a difficult situation, covenants of belief are engaged. My two daughters, twins, are now 19 years old. Each goes to college. Though their future holds quite different possibilities. One has spina bifida, one does not. Why? Worst case-- there's no doubt spina bifida is a complex and difficult condition. It was not possible to predict if the condition of baby B's condition would further deteriorate before birth. She would need surgery soon after and more thereafter. The range of outcomes were many, and the outcomes were not predictable. But the pronouncement worst case scenario sounds to me now, with the help of notable hindsight, like stories told by parents who are in their 70s and 80s, parents who, without the aid of prenatal diagnostic techniques, heard doctors pronounce their children with Down syndrome to have a mental age of three. That nothing could be done for their child with cerebral palsy. That home was worse and institutions perhaps best. These medical forecasts, like the statement said to me, contained significant presumptions and little critical compassion. Worst that case scenario. The emotional power of such a statement, coupled with our technology's accuracy, creates a context as if the Oracle priestess had announced the rest is inevitable and upon you and your children for a generation to come. To be on the receiving end of such news is a traumatic experience. However, it is critical to recognize that a traumatic experience is actually the turning point moment in a longer narrative that will unfold over time. This longer lived story unfolds as a process. Still, the turning point meant moment when you learn to come to know your fate has changed. Will persist durably in memory. This is true whether or not you choose to have the child. A prognosis unfolds. It is a process expressed uniquely within each individual over a period of time. Living with an incurable condition can happen happily across much of a lifespan. The condition performs within its categorical range, a describable pattern. That's the diagnosis. Along the way the incurable might be happy or sad, have the flu or not be healthy, wealthy, become wise or foolish, experiences different than those described by a diagnosis. This might seem obvious, but I don't think this concept is widely shared or understood emotionally by professionals, or patients for that matter. In other words, most of us here through much of the 20th century. Why, "Worst Case?" What prompted my doctor to spontaneously make her highly charged emotional ontological assessment of my situation, despite all of her training to be value neutral, disinterested, so to speak, in tone? A worst case scenario projects into the future of fixed outcome. It is a judgment, a tragedy of fate, not a comedy of errors. Something must be endured, suffer till it is over in the context suggested here, it implied no enjoyment, pleasure, typical parental satisfaction, no resilience or hope. It is also a statement about choices perhaps. I was in the second trimester and the fact that this doctor knew the choices available were dangerous or nonexistent may be prompted her severe response. To keep things honest, living with spina bifida is not easy. I do not know what I would have done if I had been carrying a single child. I do not believe we need to insist that every fetus with a neural tube defect need to be born. I do not. I do not believe, but I do believe. We need to be able to talk about abortion screening and finding children with problems openly, and to hear from people who have had a wide range of experiences. Do not hear this tale as a gothic report. Though my daughter's diagnosis certainly shapes her and our family's existence and much difficulty was sometimes encountered, her life and ours together with her sisters is more like yours and your children's than not. Ian Hacking describes how a categorical name, a diagnosis assigned to an individual, interacts with daily existence over historical time in a looping effect, a process he calls dynamic nominalism. Anyone with a consequential diagnosis like spina bifida constantly experiences, dynamically and interactively, the intersection of their identity and the thick fabric of the world an incurable condition generates for the person who possesses it, especially if they are a growing child and by extension, their family, innumerable interactions with society's welfare, medical, educational and vocational bureaucracies. An incurable condition initiates, and often continually requires, constant engagement with how popular and highbrow culture mirrors our experiences. Watch a melodramatic disease of the week movie. Learn to drive a car with hand controls, be given a dollar, or watch a stranger give your child money as she makes her way down the street using braces and crutches. These things happen. These things happen in the late 20th century, the early 21st. Learn to drive. They have happened to us not once, but again and again. The sum of such, the sum of such exchanges shapes how they able think about the disabled. How the disabled individual's identity develops. How a family's experience gets shaped, How the disabled think about the able. Now for the looping effect. We can see some patterns to how the experience of life lived within an incurable condition in North America was understood, imagined, and how these have changed. If we look at the illustrations and narratives used in moral tales produced in 19th century Sunday school track literature. These images draw from an earlier sacred draw from earlier sacred Christian traditions. And the arc of this talk we will watch and briefly listen to how affliction narratives become pure narratives. And I want to call your attention to the perspectives periodically articulated by those living inside the experience of disability versus those outside describing it. The 19th century American Protestant Press published vast numbers of moral tales for children, and these included stories about blind, deaf, invalid, and feebleminded children. The insane appear in these stories too, but they are usually adults and for and mostly females. The genre prevailed from the 1820s and to the 1870s with only a few changes. The stories appear in small chat book used by Sunday school teachers whose job it was to instruct about how to live a virtuous life. The books were also used to teach literacy to immigrants, African and Native Americans. Commercial publishers would eventually absorb the genre and then it becomes secular children's literature. These later secular stories are more sentimental, but the Protestant religious logic about suffering, how to be in community with or bear as a child a life lived with incurable conditions of the body, would largely remain intact. The Secret Garden is a one of the good example. Heidi is another. Affliction narratives prescribed behavior the proper way to act between able and disabled individuals. It works both ways. The prescription, the prescriptions are for both sides. Able and disabled children are taught. The cause of the incurable condition is natural. It is not divinely fixed and unpleasant behavior of the disabled person must be accommodated generously by the able bodied. This benevolent behavior earns. the able bodied a benefit, a chit that raises them up closer to God, or at least helps them earn a pat on the back for being good by loved ones here on earth. The disabled person must accept submit on complaining uncomplainingly that their condition is God's will and that it's cause is not divine. Sometimes that discussion is carried on as one about inner or outer beauty. God, of course, is not interested in vanity. It's inner spiritual qualities that are most revered and transcendent. But even now you can really feel patience the hunchbacks, social pain. This is actually comes from a little story about patience. Disabled person must be thankful for the help given by peers, anger or displeasure at being the object of others goodwill or pity is never allowed. The controlled response, measured feelings are required by all, always and no matter how and that is demanded, no matter how grim or condescending the situation may be. Almost no attention is directed to the environment, how it might, how it might be changed or altered to limit the disabled person's possibilities. So sometimes the ingenuity of family, friends, even the disabled themselves, create what we would call assistive technology. Tools to hold up books, to move people around, etcetera. Learning some craft or skill like reading and writing or basket making can make a person useful. Economically productive. Friends are a comfort. Education is the ameliorative method, rarely medicine. If someone is really in bad shape, and that's always true of the kids with feeble who are feebleminded in these stories. If somebody, and it's usually true of the insane women as well, but if they are in really bad shape, inevitably they die and heaven is their reward. All the work in these stories is is internal and individual responsibility. The world described is very Protestant. Life is woeful with these afflictions, but everyone here on earth has a role. All humankind, Protestant that is, belongs to the earthly community and should be loved thanks to the great higher power. But something critical has happened to that quality of loving, benevolent and consoling response. Unlike with Saint Christopher seen previously, empathy is overtaken here by sympathy. So each one of these images takes its cues from older icons of Saint images. Here, roads get replaced. Here roads are replacing the river crossing of Saint Christopher, and the people are human, even if their features are idealized. The Tiny Tim is a movie still from the 1930s. 18 versions of Tiny Tim of the Christmas Carol have been made in English films since the beginning of the since about 1905. This one's, like I said, from the 30s. Tiny Tim declares he doesn't mind being stared at when in church because his fellows will be reminded of Christ's work. Tickins looks backwards with this, stating the empathic identification thesis. Tim's Amigus Healing Healing Scrooge. And of course, little Tim includes everyone in his famous declaration of Universal Fellowship. The boy up to the far left, carrying his friend is simply shepherding and sharing fellowship. John Ellard, who is in the middle, was a real newsboy in Philadelphia who had a hunchback and scoliosis. He is his life story is described in a memoir written by the minister who founded the first Newsboys home in Philadelphia. And of all, I've read many of these stories, and John Ellard is the only one where somebody quite defiantly says, why should he be glad for what God had done for him? What good was this burden he had to endure? Yeah, when Ellard is sick and dying near the end of the story, of course he comes to the right vision and accepts Christ into his heart and is consoled and comforted. The imagined Christ in these stories is rarely pictured. We do not see the deity as a person suffering on the cross. No visions of wounds are offered up. The ideal model of Jesus presented to the young in these tales exemplifies a quiet but caring approach to those who might suffer. This is the world of the Good Shepherd. We'll go back. This is the world of the Good Shepherd. The shepherd feels sympathy to the sick, to the immigrant, to the sheep and animals below him. There is condescension in the oldfashioned sense of the word, a looking downward. But this look cares in a pastoral, paternal way that's that stops just short of downright irritating. And if the subject in one of these stories for children is from outside the realm of our Protestant nation. The emotional approach can cross over to righteous indignation of the most vitriolic variety. The poor Irish serving girls in these stories farewell only if they convert. But this benevolent help to lower beings is doubleedged, and not to be dismissed or sneered at entirely, though its imperialist implications are transparent. The friendly visitor shepherds who teach the children to knit very patiently, to weave baskets, read letters or make rooms, who provide simply comfort and consolation are indeed helpful. The jobs or ability to do simple tasks like feed oneself are real parts of the economy and the time that they are written in. Only when you see basket weaving and handmade room making still being offered to disabled veterans in rehab at the end of World World One will the approach begin to seem utterly ludicrous. By the mid 19th century, a parallel stream of tales about disabled people begins to flourish, and these being chronically misshapen, impaired or dependent is a colder fate. The stories tend to the sensational, the Gothic, the useless invalid becomes a tragedy, a victim defective or deviant outcast, a monster of various proportions. Measurement of everything from clothing patterns to the murder rate to the relation of routed chin length introduces a statistical modeling of our collective humanity. And in these tales, the child who has a disabling accident begins to have a predictable and inevitable fate. Who will be imagined to grow up a no good nick and evil landlord, embittered mother or father. The disabled newsboy with a limp or blind madrigal will live outside, apart from the mainstream community. These beggars, thieves and weirdos are not to be invited home. They contaminate even their siblings become unworthy. But even when eugenic rhetoric reached a peak the majority of disabled young lived with their family and not in institutions. They are loved and cared for. They will at times dismay their relatives. They are included in studio portraits. When no family was available to do this, care if someone's parents became unemployed or alcoholic or abusive, or just disappeared. If the child had significant learning or emotional problems, well, the home for feebleminded children. Might, just might be where they ended up. This might turn out to be a refuge for the child. Or it may be hell on earth. Little in the way of civic, sacred or medical professional commitment provided the secure budgets and oversight and ingenuity such places sorely needed as the 20th century progressed. Umm. [Paper rustling] Both the sentimental and the Gothic tale about kids and adults with disabilities cross quickly into silent movies and both shape the rhetoric used by the new civic community service charities of the 20th century. To raise funds these organizations incorporated the moral tale narrative structures used in Sunday School lessons, but applied them to the work that they did. This work helped build the modern healthcare infrastructure. Just look one day for the old plaques stating donor names in a hospital or a clinic and you will find these men and sometimes women and their club names and their organizations screwed on doors to libraries, chapels, operating rooms, gift shops and cafeterias. They're everywhere. Maybe not here at NIH, at NIH, but go to a midsize urban or rural hospital anywhere in our country. Be sure to pick up. Be sure to pick one that's been around for a while and you will see the Lions Clubs and Kiwanis and maybe even if you're lucky, the Daughters of the Nile. This is a direct mail postcard note from 1923 from Community Chest thanking a donor, and if they're pro forma, few of these, but they all have the same reply. I know that you are happy to have done your share to relieve suffering. All your friends and neighbors should have the same privilege. Will you help to extend the same privilege? I am glad you are one of those who cares. It's a soft touch. This is the period when medical diagnosis shifts rapidly to modern vernacular, when silent newsreels show off new hospital facilities. The cameras feature details like the names of medical specialties, divisions of new knowledge. The captions proclaim these places harbors of new hope, where the weak are saved. And yes, many old problems did find new medical solutions. Public health does solve problems, but the true incurables go to rehab hospitals, a different kind of place altogether. Hope is there, but the afterlife is less glorious. These places are often backwaters where old 19th century religious rhetoric where the old 19th century religious rhetoric of affliction mixed with eugenic hopelessness, and this flourished long after World War Two. Secular service clubs proudly boast about their worthy words. The members are mostly middleclass, small businessmen, sometimes women as well. Everybody is volunteering their time. Their focus is usually quite local, and their efforts are part of a democratic change process that makes big and small communities become modern. The acts of surface were often deeply personal, helping Johnny's mother get her boy to the doctor, making sure the wheelchair for Alice was paid for. Here, a United Cerebral Palsy fundraiser on the right. And my guess is that the affliction narratives are quite operative in the House of Hope. It's 1951. Local chapters of service clubs admired corporate efficiency, but they didn't wield vast power. They used pancake breakfasts, the circus, Christmas bazaars and individual donors to raise money. They address problems they themselves had. Disability knows no class or race boundary. They gave backbone to services provided by Easter Seals, then the Society of Crippled Children. Often they provided families the only financial support or clinics dispensing durable medical equipment for long-term care. Not only was there no national health insurance in the United States, but the feds before 1970 had almost no role in long-term healthcare, even for children. Public schools are federally mandated, and nor are publicly schools federally mandated to care to guarantee handicapped children a seat. This is that these are both Shriners Hospitals. The first one is from the turn of the century, but the not the turn of the century. The first one is from the early, very very early 30s and the second one is probably from the 40s. To be a cripple in the 1930s was to belong to the useless Invalid Club. The helping hands were Shriners. But among others, But by this point, the looping effect that I described early has done some significant, serious work. When the speaker you're about to hear is addressing a National Convention of Shriners, and I'll just play it-- (music) [Audio recording:] "We want to give you some idea of what the Shriners of North America have accomplished for the most pathetic of all human beings-- a poor and penniless crippled child-- who has no other chance in the race of life, the habits little broken body mended, except within the merciful walls of a Shriner's Hospital for crippled children." [End recording] [Laurie Block:] The complexities of rehab and the attitudes of this Shriner is what Franklin Roosevelt and his fellow band of polios set out to redress with the Warm Springs Foundation. Warm Springs is the spot in Georgia that became a rehab center with the help of Roosevelt. It was where he went after languishing with the consequences of polio. It was where he recovered his spirit, some function, and it is where he died. Images associated with Warm Springs always include children and adults. Initially, the foundation had a patient advisory group, the the National Patient Committee. Most of the organization's innovative work took place between 1929 and 1934, when the entire campus at Warm Spring became built as an entirely accessible facility. Where and the patients and the professionals are both experimenting with physical and occupational therapy, bracing and, most important of all, crafting an attitude for how to live resiliently post polio post-- the polio crisis. In the mission statement of Warm Springs Foundation's National Patients Committee, one goal is to develop a rational attitude toward the physically handicapped. The group published a magazine called The Polio Chronicles and it's editorials and articles between for the between 1932 and 34 consistently advocate for equal access to education, employment and the environment. There's plenty of how to information and medical advice, but little sentimental musing except when the subject of fundraising comes up. In general, the tone is abundantly exuberant one where a pragmatic problem solving approaches to daily living dominates. These cartoons are from a series called Playing Polio. There's many of them. This is just a a a brief selection. The FDR spent most of his personal wealth on building Warm Springs as a rehab center, and when he became president, he necessarily and with some notable complications. Not Explained here, expands the scope of his efforts. The goals become national, and a new organization gets born the National Infantile Paralysis Foundation. We're going to listen to FDR in a moment, briefly explain what his goals for that are. But first, here are another set of cartoons. This is called The Old Paral. The first one says that the with a man on your left, he's oiling his machine age, braces. There's a man with a baby. Somebody with polio can have a sexual identity and family responsibilities. And on the right, the man declares that some people have polio between the ears. Okay. This radio chat that we're about to hear is part of the early fundraising strategy for the new National Foundation. FDR's birthday became the occasion to have a National Party, a charity bash or ball, depending on the community. These are held everywhere, nationwide, and for the most and for most years that he was in office. FDR always gave a radio broadcast on this night. Always he would talk about the work of the foundation and thank everyone who donated. His tone is always measured, gracious, purposeful and considered. [Distorted FDR broadcast recording] [Franklin Roosevelt:] The problem of infantile paralysis is not in the same sense an immediate emergency. It is with us every one of the three hundred and sixty-five days of the year. It is an insidious and perfidious foe. It lurks in unexpected places and its special prey is little children. [Second audio clip is selected] "Therefore, with the birthday parties on January 30, 1935, and in 1936 the proceeds from these parties in thousands of communities were devoted and, in 1937, will be devoted not to the work at Warm Springs, but to the broader national problem of infantile paralysis. Seventy percent of all the money which has been raised has gone and goes to the care of children crippled by infantile paralysis within their own communities." [Laurie Block:] The key point there to hear very clearly is 70 percent of the money is going to local people, to communities of support. Only 30 percent goes to research. I'm going to have to find, I'm sorry for this, there it is. The next one, I'm going to have to go back to that slide. [Clicking] [Franklin Roosevelt:] A committee of doctors and of leading citizens determines how best that money shall be spent in each community. With that determination Warm Springs has nothing to do. The other thirty percent of the proceeds goes primarily to two objectives. The first is research. Through a special research commission, with the help of a medical advisory committee, outright grants for nearly three hundred thousand dollars have been made to about 15 of the leading research laboratories scattered through the country. Much has been learned and much has been accomplished. While it is too early to say that infantile paralysis, in its epidemic form, can be stopped, we hope that through new methods we can soon arrive at a substantial decrease in the number of children who become infected and we believe that we are on the right track. [Laurie Block:] This Birthday Ball Magazine cover is an early how to public relations guidebook and souvenir for local communities. One innovation is the corporate sponsor Seagram's. On the booklets back pages, local and small businesses buy ads too. Before the 1930s to my knowledge, corporations do not underwrite health charities. There are no walks for a cure used to promote in house, teamwork or community relations. There is some corporate sponsored cause promotions, but that's not fundraising. The Ford Motor Company produces weekly silent newsreels that include volumes of public health information. But the purpose is more like a promotion for better living. Metropolitan Life Insurance distributes thousands of pamphlets, posters and materials about becoming modern, living a better life with refrigerators, electricity, canned food, good hygiene. It's about keeping things clean more than what pathological bacteria and viruses can do. These birthday ball images retain 19th century affliction references. The children are idealized, the mothers mythologized. She's got confused identity. She's not a Madonna but a patriotic dynamo with angel wings or maybe a vamp. It depends on how you feel about her dress. The afflicted are neither rich or poor, and the idealized children are nearly innocent putty like. The Rakish Party is a dreamscape. The image is neither about affliction nor one where only cure counts. The National Infantile Paralysis Foundation's goal was to get polio survivors support care, services and products that allowed them to recover and get on with their lives independently. Again, research represents less than 30% of the investment of the donor. In the mid 1930s, the research agenda is barely underway. The public relations people haven't yet honed their message, though they will. FDR and the Warm Springs polio community discovered that something was left out of their prognosis, and that was what came next. Living the life of a polio survivor. At Warm Springs, they discovered that some bodily function could indeed be recovered through physical therapy, braces, and surgery. But what they redeemed most while at Warm Springs was their identities. This was achieved by discarding the worst case scenario socially assigned to their distinct to their destiny. FDR, with his polio community peers, began to shift their focus from personal, unique individual problems to those they faced as a group. They pooled their knowledge about what worked, standardized some of the rehab procedures and shared technology tools. Some of them noticed how their limits were shaped not simply as a consequence of their illness, but by the public's imagination and emotional understanding of their condition. They wrote about the environment, how the nation and institutions defined its obligations and responsibilities to disabled American citizens. This was the beginning of something truly innovative. No, FDR does not speak publicly about this. But the Warm Springs Patients Committee did in the polio chronicles. But many things would happen next. World War Two is near. Roosevelt's responsibilities increase, the Depression transform social welfare needs and concepts. Modern medicine and research science expand. And in 1938, a significant change occurred at the March of Dimes. A new public relations team, public relations team is hired. The publicists Tom Wrigley from Universal News and Hearst, Dorothea Ducas, Universal News and Robert Berger, a radio man, formed the Public Relations, Radio motion pictures and fundraising department. They changed the message and refocus the fundraising. Rather than paying tribute to FDR led by Dorothy Ducas. They create shamelessly pathetic appeals on behalf of crippled children. Every media venue, local and national newspapers, magazines, radio, direct mail, newsreel, theater and film celebrities will be involved and a fliction narratives will be transformed into a pure narrative. Children are the primary focus as they are seen as the most innocent and worthy group in a donor's eyes. But the new narrative, but in the new narratives no crippled child gets portrayed living and afterlife in the community. No one is followed through graduation beyond the hospital doors. The focus is on the moment of diagnostic doom and very early rehab. The children seem to live eternally in hospitals. The projected future in these campaigns has tolerance for one goal and for one goal, and that is a cure. Maybe walking with crutches is acceptable. Wheelchairs are not, and it is important to realize that to be confined to such a fate would be to be bound into a piece of equipment in 1935 where there were no curb cuts, a world with no curb cuts, accessible bathrooms, etcetera. Until light wheelchairs and accessibility were built into the environment, it was hard to think of chairs simply as tools, giving people the liberty to travel from here to there. Which is all that a wheelchair really does. It provides liberty. In these campaigns research for the vaccine is a prevention ideal and often described as a cure. The goal will eventually be to eliminate the entire problem, but in 1938 that is hardly imaginable. The children in the posters and newspapers that we've seen are, and these in the next in the new campaign, the children in the posters and newsreels are real and not idealized. Their expressions and poses are direct. This is always a performance, though, and it should never be forgotten that in all of the campaigns it is always a performance that you are watching. The clothes are bought, the phrases are scripted, the action is scripted. But in the 1930s, the graphic visual shift to real people in hospitals made a very significant impression. Visual imagery with polio nearly always includes a bondage theme. Everyone is caught in a technological nightmare. You can only imagine the sound. It must have been like the first time you walk into a NICU or an ICU unit and wonder, professional and laypersons alike. What kind of hell is this? Crippled children in March of Dimes campaigns are continually caught in cagelike crimps. You can free the child, is the message. They are strapped to boards inside iron lungs and braces. Happy smiling faces do nothing to assure you that polio is a tolerable fate, one that is livable. The imagery is not dissimilar after a while, if you watch enough of it to abolitionist visual rhetoric, where the shackles are symbols of bondage or temperate store temperance stories, where the bottle is the icon of evil. Liberation is a must, and it is mandated by the narration. Much of Dime March of Dimes, visual and verbal rhetoric, takes the viewer into the moment of extreme trauma, and once there, the narrator speak paradoxically of hope while pronouncing the scene a worst case scenario. Images can convey a mixed message, always, but here that's just a voice, a radio address, the one example that I'm about to show you. And it's Dana Andrews, and again in 1938. And like an ad for soap or a deodorant, the person narrative is deliberately used to hook the listener to the product's purpose. The product here is that the donor gives money. [Selecting the audio clip] And if I can make the mouse click the thing, OK, here's Dana. [Dana Andrews:] Every time I hear the words Infants of Paralysis or see a child wearing braces, I find myself seeing not the cripple child, but one of my children, David, Cafe or Steven. I can't help wondering, what if it were Cathy? Today those three kids have a special little game they play together, even if Steven is only three. It's just one of those kids games makes no sense to anybody but them. But what if Cathy were wearing braces? It takes 3 to play that game. And how long would it be before Kathy lost the companionship of her two brothers? And after that, what if she grew up handicapped? Those thoughts aren't pleasant, but I guess you parents have all had them. [Laurie Block:] This is the looping effect at work. A mortifying fate governed by a covenant of beliefs assumes such an existence would be to live in a realm outside the earthly human community of connection. Possible usefulness, resilience and pleasure that the dreams Andrews conjures, his list of professions all all require analytic skills. Hold on one second. Did I play the right? No, it's in the next one. You're going to hear that they're going to all require analytic skills, capacities and functions. Not at all affected by polio. What makes them unreachable sometimes. At the in 1938, where the difficulties associated with accessing education, employers, attitudes, the inaccessible built environment, the ability to pay for your own medical care. But this style of narrative in a fundraising campaign will be imitated by many other groups in the 1940s, fifties, 60s and 70s. The story will get told eventually on television for all different kinds of diagnosis. And then, nationally, it will go on endlessly. In the world of telethons. [Dana Andrews:] There isn't a parent who at one time or another doesn't think that his child can do just about anything or be anybody he or she might choose. Or maybe not the president, but certainly the best doctor, the best lawyer, the best scientist, the best banker. The dream is very but it all boils down just to this. We all want our children to have an easier time of it than we did. Not to lack for a thing, to have every advantage. In short, we want them to be happy. Well, happiness means health, which brings me right back to that child wearing braces and that uneasy feeling. It's when I see a crippled child, or see one of those pictures in a paper. I'm sure you've seen them. It's then that I feel a chill run down my spine. It's then that I began to wonder, could it happen to my children? That's when the danger of infantile paralysis really hits home. That's when you realize that polio could wreck every dream you ever had for your children. [Laurie Block:] This is the message that's repeated again and again and again in various forms, by various actors and various settings for many, many, many years. The cure, narrative and March of dime newsreel structures. And they they just take too long to like, condense and show you quickly. Them quickly went like this. There are happy, innocent children. A playground, sun, fresh air, swimming hole, pastoral landscapes. An evil fate befalls the innocent. A dark cloud shadow passes over the pond and one appeal, a crutch comes down out of a cloud and the pool is suddenly empty. We enter the valley of the shadow of death. Often lots of numbers flash on the screen, a body count of cases. A fervent narrator reports how an epidemic terror stalks communities, each of them named and described. The virus is evil incarnate-- bondage. The child fixed in an iron lung or braces or hot wraps, smiles at the camera. This is the internal traumatization of the innocent. A vision of hope. Physical therapy sessions, lessons where the child learns to walk, cures the miraculous liberation from this fate. The goal is to throw away the crutches. Only walking is acceptable. It's an aesthetic. The afterlife is a dark time and not portrayed in these stories, ever that I have seen. No stories about going back to school, life lived in the community. No account is given of how people learn to live a new kind of life, how they created, what they did to have a new identity. Viewers are riveted to the traumatic moment of transition, displayed and reported. Unlike today's breast cancer ads, you never see life go on. Time shrinks to that faithful turning trauma point moment, while possibilities for resilience disappear. The giving-- you, the viewer must give benevolently. Your dimes and dollars are needed, but neither sympathy or empathy is really at work here. Here, the donation is preventative. It will not earn you grace. Its goal is to protect you from contamination by untamed chance and evil. What is lost? Critical compassion is not required. You give to an organization. What is gained? To throw away the crutches or scientifically eliminate the virus or bacteria. That's the New Jerusalem. The insight about shared responsibilities and attitudes, The understanding that many problems of being disabled are social and institutional. The sensibilities of the National Patients Committee are entirely vanished in the cure narrative. As mentioned at the local level, 70% of the March of Dimes pays for physical therapy and, perhaps more important, independent living, durable medical equipment, special transportation tools, home schooling and local communities. This was money not otherwise available to cripple children or adults with the same functionality but disabled by different conditions. The March of Dimes is the only provider of this magnitude in the country for about 40 years. Even today, these costs are often paid for with a patchwork of resources. When the vaccine is secured, the March of Dimes will in 1958 change its mission and abandon the polio survivors it has supported. Or remarkable number of them would become pillars in the nascent disability rights movement. But that's a different story and not a worst case scenario. It is more than half a century of tales and ad campaigns like these that feed the looping effect makes and that make the idea of living an incurable's life such a distress. Everywhere we go it's on bus. It was on bus, you know the panels on buses, it's on billboards. We in the it's still true today. They're a little more tasteful. But everywhere what you are asked for by a diagnosis group is money to support research for a cure. Only a very very very few talk about living with the condition and what that's like with the kinds of supports that that that requires. We in the United States have an impoverished language when it comes to describing living well with significant difficulties risks suffering. We find the idea of persistent, incurable conditions somehow and affront and imply and employ either overly ameliorate or overly alarming descriptions to such circumstance. They seem an affront, perhaps, to our rights. Expectations are entitlement as Americans. The ubiquitous presence of visual campaigns for donations to support cures, create a space around those who live with various conditions. The campaign, the campaigns, however, make those lives seem to be always extraordinary and eternally in need, even when illness and disease is an ordinary part of our humanity. This, too is true. A person with a visible disability, like a person with great beauty, the exceptionality arrests our vision at times. When my girls were young, perhaps the most notable surprise in our life. What was not predicted was our loss of anonymity. Always my daughter Zoe was and still is a moral subject or object in someone else's eyes. People would come up to me or my husband and insist when she was little, "Oh, she's really going to be okay." Or they'd ask that same statement as a question. "She can have surgery the next day." She could be. I've just come out of surgery, you know, Why did I have to answer? What suite of beliefs did they have that it was their right to ask? This was not caring. Their benevolent concern was not useful. But she arrested them as we move past each other in that in time. So I'm going to give my daughter Zoe the last word here. This summer she picked up a spina bifida-- she's 19. She's like a sophomore in college now. This summer, she picked up a spina bifida national newsletter. The banner headline in bold text functioned like an image was about prevention. Folic acid mostly. To my complete surprise, I heard her say to me, why do they do this? I mean, this is supposed to be the organization about people like me. They did this at the National Convention, did you notice that Mom? Why lead with something that snuffs the ME's in the world out? She understands the value of folic acid. She's not arguing against its usefulness. It's the place on the page of the headline, you know, as the centerpiece of the newsletter from the diagnosis group representing her that she objected to. The first thing to see when she picked up the newspaper. She questioned the editorial wisdom. Who was this address made to? If the organization was about spina bifida, should it not make people like her first? She felt left out. She questioned the covenant of beliefs at work in an organization whose days is devoted to a diagnosis that gives birth to people like herself. If they did not recognize how such a headline would make her feel, who would? So, God bless us everyone, as Tiny Tim would say, and may next year bring peace on earth greater than that which we currently know. But I'll show you one other thing. But like I said, if you watch these carefully, there's the you always see the the the crib opened, the bars opened and somebody is going to get out and walk away. That's not how it happens. And this child who's wearing H what are called HKAFOs, the braces are coming all the way up. HKAFOs come up all the way to the hip. There's a hip band that goes around the waist. You can't stand up in HKAFOs if you don't use your crutches. We have about 15 pairs of them in our attic. Here, she's just walking right out of that wheelchair and the competitive winner here is not finished with her race and not smiling. But one of the only campaigns, promotional campaigns that I know of, that was designed by people with disabilities prior to, like, very, very recent times is this one. And all of them use the text as image. But the message that the text delivered is against the what a typical reading of the images would have been. It's the person who designed it. I interviewed the person who designed it some years ago. He's now retired, and he would not identify himself as a person with a disability, but he has very significant scoliosis and grew up in the 1930s. And he worked with a colleague of mine, John Kemp, who was then, I think was that he was then at Easter Seals. And this is another, this is, you know, the recent spina bifida news association. It's just everywhere, everywhere, everywhere. And the relationship of goodwill, benevolence, giving donors and cures. So thank you very, very much and whatever questions let's ask. [Applause] [?] have that smile. [Dr. Elizabeth Fee:] Thank you for a wonderful presentation and beautifully illustrated as well. Now each of you should have a microphone in front of you if you push the red button, if you would like to make a comment or ask a question, I'm sure Laurie would be willing to would like to hear what you have to say. [Laurie Block:] I'll just point out before I just close my computer down this little, this gentleman in the box, you see this box, this kind of box and a lot of the 19th century affliction narratives, you know, but they'll be attached with wheelbarrow. Like somebody will have screwed wheelbarrow, wheelbarrow handles onto the side and a wheel. But you know all kind of all ages get moved around in them. I figure this is like in Ashfield Massachusetts, looks like Ashfield. Right next to where I live. [Background noise] Yes, [Whispers] [Audience:] As the parent of a cerebral palsy (Computer sound) cerebral palsy affected child, (Computer sound) --Sorry. Who as it happens at this very moments having annual review. At the service provider organization, I really appreciate your message and the ways in which you've asked us to be insightful as we struggle to be both advocates for the public, for our family, and for any one of many categories of people slash patients, This insight keeps some of us who's motives might be good from maybe going overboard or joining a supportive trend or message that actually does damage and doesn't bring out the individuality or the spirit and build a personality and opportunities of the individual. One thing I might comment is that we've had the occasion with my particular family member who has the disadvantage of both physical handicaps and some understandable neurologically associated mental problems that colleagues and others who have children with very or adult relatives with very severe mental issues but not physical handicaps and who struggle with the disadvantages you highlighted that have gone on for a very long time. Where actual services, resources, equipment and other gaping needs haven't been met by state or other resources. Those individuals who have a mentally ill relative cannot get services. And we oddly enough are actually able to get services because of handicapping condition physical handicap. So even within the field of disability. The dependence on state benefits, or perhaps a private charity, determines whether you can get your needs met. You have to fall in the right set of disabilities or fall in the right category of eligibility for receipt of those, and I think probably partly behind your message to us about similarities of one kind of disability and maybe virus induced others is to look very broadly at all those with whatever condition and try to look for ways to be helpful. [Laurie Block:] Well the lack of collective support around healthcare needs in this country is more evil than the viruses. It causes more harm. It exhausts people. It's that simple. [Sighs] Why that's so? It's very complicated. [Audience:] Well, I thank this host organization for hosting this particular issue among other things that draws attention to profound need and and the research establishment to which I contribute every day for 30 plus years behind me. Is not focused on doing those issues, but as a general community, I'm delighted to see the interest in this and and appreciate that you were offered the opportunity to speak today.[Laurie Block:] Thank you. Thank Elizabeth. [Dr. Elizabeth Fee:] Are there other comments, questions? Yes. [Audience:] I work in the injury prevention field, and there's a lot of controversy in my field about the use of the word accident. And many professionals and scientists are against using that word because they say it infers that something couldn't have been prevented. And so I've done some research with parents whose children died from accidental injuries and how they feel about the word. And because I think that the more that we try as scientists try to claim that we can control almost all the variance in terms of health outcomes. The more than blame potentially gets put on families that these things happen to and and there's a real tension. That. And the message I sometimes get from the professionals is that you can almost choose to be sensitive to the families that already have the condition. Or you can choose to reach the majority of people and motivate them, say, to never have the condition or to think the conditions bad and then they'll want to prevent it. You see what I mean? But that there's a tension there. -- [?] Right. So I mean that's just a tension that I that I feel that if you emphasize that it's preventable then what kind of a parent, you know, you know what kind of a parent has a child that you know encourages one of these conditions, and that's just something I encounter a lot in, in the injury prevention field. [Laurie Block:] Accidents are real. (Laughter) I don't, you know, I don't know what to say. I mean I it it it. Well, a really delicate balance in these kinds of things has to be struck. But to think that you can rid the world of chance is so illusory. It's beyond my imagination. [Audience:] Well, I mean, one thing I'll just say, and I have, I think moved it a little because I would, I was able to document and now there's many studies that have documented that the word accident doesn't mean to the lay public it couldn't have been prevented. There's a lot of documentation now that you can still use the word accident and that's compatible with the fact that it could have been-- prevented but I still sometimes get the sense from professionals that there's this tension between being, again sympathetic or supportive to families versus reaching people that have not been affected yet, because you almost want they feel you should. You need to almost scare those people to get them motivated. Well that certainly suggests part of the way that and they I mean when we first started to get the spina bifida newsletter way back when it was full of Irish Catholic. To my husband used to have to translate it to me because it wasn't a world, It wasn't a world. I understood the language of it all. It's like going into Mexico cathedrals and you know, he's the one who can read the saint imagery to me. It's, believe me, not a natural vernacular of mine, though I described a lot of it. But they used to have all these prayers and all. It was very, very, very sort of spiritual in its approach. And it got taken over shortly before folic acid came from England to the United States and by the by the prevention world. And it really was very shocking to go to the plenary session of the national conference with no mention of adults and adult care, with a very less than 10% of the audience in this or diagnosis organization was visibly had spina bifida and the whole discussion was prevention. And my daughter went through a few sentences and said we don't have to come back again. And she's, you know, like, can somebody tell me what, you know predictably, her lifespan is? No! Can they tell me what the long-term consequences of her health circumstances are going to be? No! You know something's just happened. [Audience:] Hi, I was wondering if you could explain once more what the looping effect is? [Laurie Block:] You gotta ask Ian Hacking not me-- (Laughter) And the particular one I began with. In this particular talk, because I'm, I can't I can't address the complexity of making up people and Hacking's view of that. I won't. I can't do it. I'm not not on my feet. But the imagery when you have, if you think about what I described as the sacred practice of a devotional gaze in a religious context, where-- where the beholder and the beheld have a strategic set of beliefs and provide different kinds of services to one another. And you look at how suffering is depicted and imagery that describes the appropriate behavior towards incurable diseases over time. The emotional space that's exchanged. And the roles of who is assigned different kinds of things get also are changed. In the 20th century, the sacred gets dropped out of the public image of disability. And it's shared by a multicultural setting and it's on the bus and it's on billboards and it's on TV and but it contains, though it's mostly forgotten. This older affliction structure and in another time, if somebody I would love to study. This is the reason why I would have liked that Princeton Fellowship. Given that given that said, my topic was the fear of fate, I would love to look at how medical school curriculum addressed in the transition between approximately 1890 and about 1950, the topic of incurable disease and suffering and what to say. How to counsel in such situations? Because I think you'll, you know, the redeemer in the ads is always the doctor or the scientist in the lab. And it's not the person who really learns to remake their identity through all kinds of the through the aids of other people, sources, you name it. But many people live a very long time with all kinds of incurable diseases. [Audience:] So the looping effect is a back and forth between the person with disability and the person-- [Laurie Block:] The cultural shaping of what people's relations and beliefs, different from reasoned, rational theories and ideologies proclaim them to be. It's it. It's that I'm taking an idea of Hacking's and and applying it to how the categories how it if like spine, like spina bifida in a male community is John? -myelo-- It's myelodysplasia. It's myelodysplasia. Nobody in the world knows that word. If you say, Oh well, my daughter has myelodysplasia, what's that? You know. If I said my daughter has a neural tube defect, what's that? You know spina bifida, it's a really old word. You find it in the Surgeon General's report when it was diagnosed. I looked it up from the early 19th century. [Laughter] [Audience:] About accidents? I was interested if you could comment a little bit about why, how those kids in those early tract literature's get their conditions usually and what the tracts which are all religious. What attitude they take toward why people get the conditions that they get, or why they get in the trouble that they get into? [Laurie Block:] Well, there's many different causes, but they're almost always explained as organic except for accidents. But when the and the accidents is a is a category in the 19th century literature of cause for I collect accident brochures if you want. How to prove I have a whole pile of ephemera about accidents? I kind of appreciate accidents and and what's really to me it's amusing. People fall down wells at that's a common accident that happens in this literature. But you know the boys will be playing in out some place instead of going to Sunday school and it's you know they're not acting well. Accidents are associated with somewhat less than good behavior. You know, I can't say I an accident happened just because. The weather was bad that night. And you know, I don't read stories like that. Usually it's more highly structured than that. But then there are accidents of like there there are stories about like railroad accidents. And then in the four weekly news reels and silent news reels, there are more. This would be a great thing to study. There are more examples of how to cross the street. How like all these ways that car accidents used to happen before the streets were rationalized and things that go wrong with cars again and again and again. Dozens of. Not dozens. There's probably 5 or 6 little safety pre-safety things. I love the ones about how to cross the street. [Dr. Elizabeth Fee:] We'll take two last comments, Allison and then Steve. [Allison:] Yeah, I noticed that most of your ads and things stopped about the 1980s and I was wondering if you had done any more recent research, especially with Shriners Hospital. I don't know if you've ever had a reason to call them, but if you get put on hold there and you listen to their hold music, it's it's interesting to say that I didn't know if you had done any studies? [Laurie Block:] I have all kinds of stuff from. All periods. I just, you know, like there's only so much you can do. But yes, I'm actually not only called Shriners Hospitals for various things and services, but been in them and even was in them as a child. Mostly because my dad, you know, we're one of those little fez. Felt that that was my childhood reason, my adult reasons, because it was a place that you could get equipment serviced where I live. [Silence] [Stephen Greenberg:] I've always been interested in the notion of personal responsibility for what happens to your health. You can go way back, and I'm talking the early 17th century when you begin to get what very early printed public health documents about epidemic disease. And if you look in London in the 1620s and 30s, there's always two schools of thought about plague. There's the idea that plague is a visitation on the community and it's somehow we've done something bad or careless to bring this down upon ourselves. Or the idea that even though they have no idea what the disease vector might be, that there's some public response. And of course, if you accept the, you know, the the visitation scenario. Then you're totally absolved of any public health responsibility, moral health, perhaps a public health no. And there's a very famous book that's really the first comprehensive attempt to get an idea of the effect of plague on the society. And really it's the beginning of epidemiology, but it's called London's Dreadful Visitation, and there's all this old-fashioned skull and angel wing kind of symbolism on the front cover. Yeah, so the more things change, the more they remain the same. [Laurie Block:] Well, I assure you that being told that I had a worst case scenario was a maternal oppression ofthe old-fashioned variety. [Off microphone] A maternal impression? Somebody else here can explain to my husband what a maternal impression is. [Laughter] That's when I when you one of the causes, one of the reasons for having a child with a significant problem. Is you saw as a pregnant woman something terrible and that is how you acquire magically, sympathetically, the condition that you have. My obsession is the consequence of a worst case scenario being said to me the way it was said to me when it was said to me. [Dr. Elizabeth Fee:] A very common understanding of disability. In earlier centuries. --Oh yeah, yeah. Please join me in thanking Laurie Block. [Applause] [HMD Lecture, LHC Auditorium, Dec 12, 2006, Thank You]